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Thursday, July 7, 2011
well im bck! haha i know im such a ass coz i dont update my blog much.
sorry i write more on facebook than in my blog coz facebook ppl can like while blog strangers just read and go.:S haha
ermm....today. well.....im gonna write abt stuff,which has been happenin to me for some few days/weeks? :l
well this is for some1 out there kinda i hope he wont read this...coz later it will feel sooo weird:S
haha
:)dear,...U?! haha well i just somehow wanna say sorry. I dont know why but i just feel like i should say sorry coz somehow i feel tt all this happened due to me lackin in stuff. sorry for bein 'all angry'. haha i hate how i cant stay angry for a long time. _l_ errmmm....today i'm gonna write abt how i felt and how im feelin now and gonna upload pic of stuff tt i have b4 getting rid of them and the memories:) you may think its useless and i should not to all this but if i dont i'll be like livin in my past! hopin for something & some1 to come bck to my life. haha silly me!:) i dont wanna fool myself. well,i know this shit has passed bt i havent totally get over it,i guess. haha i need time. thats why ppl always say tt time will heal the wounds bt somewhere some how those wounds turn into scar. :) ty btw! <3 for all the time,effort,money and stuff u wasted on me.:S
idk why bt i cant hate tt person and idk if i still love tt person.haha bt i guess i cant hate nor i can love tt person:) i wanna take this stuff in a positive manner like Mariana told me to. haha i'll take it as u did for ur own good:)) and i dont mind coz every human being is selfish.
& ALL I CAN DO IS FORGIVE AND FORGET ABT WAD HAS HAPPENED'
Things that i love abt u,was how true u were to me and always trusted me.you loved me alot:)u even told me ur Facebook and iPhone password. haha i never expected some1 to ever trust me that hard. u were always there for me when i needed u. haha i love how i always smiled when i was with u and laughed on every silly jokes of yours:) u never failed to make me smile:)wadeva Ronald said was true that time,he said tt 'u know kanchan i think "he" can keep u happy...for a long time as long as Ur wif "him".
Things that we said to each others: 1) 'NEVER TO LEAVE EACH OTHER'
2)at least last for 1 year.-.- lolz when i remember all this shits'
3)haha try fastin wif u for hari raya -.-
4)always being true to eachother
5)tell eachother if we ever started to like some1 else...-.-
haisss.....still got lots haha i told most of the promised i made if 'u' in my hp.
i know i ACT like i dont care or i dont like u bt.....didnt i told u i'm a person who like to hidE my feelings. i cant express my feelings well i told u b4...wayyyy b4 i accepted u. i said i dont think i can be a good gf. im not like other girls who will go mad/crazy abt their guy. im different im weird im not sweet like other girls im super blur and some times u might get irritated wif me. i told u every little things why u shouldnt be wif me bt u still choose to be wif me. i really dk wad guys see in me. when i look at myself i look like a damn borin ugly person. haiss......bt nvm. & YEA! DON'T WORRY im not like other girls who will hate the girl tt their guys left them for. i got nothing against her,i dont hate her. i dont even know her. for this i dont blame her,only blame is u,if u were true u wouldn't have done this bt its okkkk coz its past and well i shouldn't care much abt this anymore. i don't like holding on to ppl who aren't mine anymore!:) ha ha
wow! im done i guess haha.....i dont wanna write abt this much, stupid tears just falls-.- idontwannagetmaselfSICKAGAIN!<3 ty for the AWESOME' memories~
dont worry,IM COOL!! HAHA<3333
SAFE* <PICS ON THE NEXT POST soon,haha> ^_____<
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
haha hi blog!! kinda miss ya!:))
haha i been like dyin to write lots of stuff bt now im kinda blank coz im watchin a korean drama called my gf is a nin tail fox...tts was last time now idk haha.-.-
haha i been like dyin to write lots of stuff bt now im kinda blank coz im watchin a korean drama called my gf is a nin tail fox...tts was last time now idk haha.-.-
Friday, April 22, 2011
sad story!
Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few
weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise.
Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got
beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I
will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me
your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we
have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to
be a doctor when I grow up.
You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't
wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was
perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I
will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I
know it already.
Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about
me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that
you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called
wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand
yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did
something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and
your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad
for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It
doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after,
and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I
do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I
don't like it, Mommy.
Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and
you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes,
and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most
beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm
happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait
and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will
make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.
I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your
hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love
you, Mommy.
Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting
funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't
know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry,
Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to
protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good
person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want
us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?
You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?
It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or
touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I
still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when
you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug
me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do
that when you're awake, any more?
I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going
somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a
hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell
you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.
...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't
know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think
something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared,
Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love
you!
Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It
feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!
Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They
told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.
Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you
get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something
wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why
don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want
to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care
about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say
you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and
see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I
want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did
something wrong. I love you!
I love you, Mommy.
Every abortion is just…
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
If you’re against abortion, reblog.
weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise.
Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got
beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I
will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me
your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we
have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to
be a doctor when I grow up.
You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't
wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was
perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I
will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I
know it already.
Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about
me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that
you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called
wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand
yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did
something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and
your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad
for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It
doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after,
and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I
do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I
don't like it, Mommy.
Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and
you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes,
and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most
beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm
happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait
and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will
make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.
I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your
hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love
you, Mommy.
Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting
funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't
know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry,
Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to
protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good
person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want
us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?
You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?
It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or
touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I
still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when
you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug
me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do
that when you're awake, any more?
I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going
somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a
hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell
you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.
...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't
know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think
something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared,
Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love
you!
Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It
feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!
Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They
told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.
Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you
get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something
wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why
don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want
to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care
about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say
you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and
see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I
want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did
something wrong. I love you!
I love you, Mommy.
Every abortion is just…
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
If you’re against abortion, reblog.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
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Name: Kim Soo Hyun / 김수현
Birthdate: 1988-02-16
Birthplace: South Korea
Height: 180cm
Weight: 65kg
Blood type: B
hahaha for now im lovin this guy!!! hahaha he is sooo cute, hot and everything nice! haha sound like powerpuff thingy...haha
this guyis from DREAM HIGH a KOREAN DRAMA. i really like his acting and his voice(singing). people who havent heard or watched this drama....you should WATCH IT!!!!! ITS DAMN NICE!:))) yeaaa....and the songs in this drama are gr8 too. :) <3>SONG SAM DONG!!! <33333>
Monday, November 29, 2010
i'm sooo sick of this....why can't u say it on ma face,dude?!!
i'm writing this to some1 out there. Really this for u....------li#Bu*. Haha aren't u happy...u should be coz from right now i'm gonna write about chu! Haha so open ur small eyes wide. :) ok HERE IT START'
I DON'T know wad u see in me...really Idk wad other guys also see in me. I'm sooo not fun,a boring,hot tempered gal. I can never keep guys happy. I'm sooo damn boring. U just waste ur time K. U could get much better gals out there like how yew wanted,not like me. idk when i wrote this...haha
I DON'T know wad u see in me...really Idk wad other guys also see in me. I'm sooo not fun,a boring,hot tempered gal. I can never keep guys happy. I'm sooo damn boring. U just waste ur time K. U could get much better gals out there like how yew wanted,not like me. idk when i wrote this...haha
i'm sorry hira! I'm the worse sister & hope tt on ur nxt life. U would get a better sis who would keep u out of troubles. :) sorry'
i'm so unhappy with myself. I really hate myself. I don't know wad i'm doin n wad i'm gonna do. I have no idea. i'm sooo dumb. Ahhhhhhhhh....I fuckin hate my life. I always hurt sister. :@ i'm really sorry DD. I'm really sorry bt I know its no use. Sorry won't heal the pain you got. Its all my fault. I'm the bad person and your the 1 who is always blamed when I do wrong stuff. Mom & dad always scold you coz Of me. I know ur in pain all coz of me n all I could do was just watch. I could not help...i'm such a scary cat. I just so damn hate myself....
Thursday, September 16, 2010
ookkk...now then i wanna update my blog. haha i'm a bad,lazy person...tsk tsk tsk..sorry BLOGGG!
i'm writing this to say thanks youuuu to all my frenz n schoolmates :)
thank yew for all the wishes and presents ^^ haha hmmm.....ohh ya! not to forget my FACEBOOK friends too. thanks for the wishes...(:
ok i really want to write something for my sister on 14/09/2010 (if she ever visits ma blog)haha
ok...here i goo ^^ XP
:D haha DD,(sister in nepali)
happy birthday!!!!:))) haha sorry i never wish you at 12am sharp coz i was happily sleepin haha(u know) :X thank you for being there for me when ever i'm in trouoble or when i need some1 to talk to :)TEARS!!!> :D smiling like a crazy person.haha. i'm blessed that i'm share my birthday wif you in our family.haha we are not twins but people get mistaken.haha example:MR RAJ,haha callin me HIRA every time when he sees me.haha and some of upper sec people too. :P
when were i think abt our further...i know that ur gonna go our way when u marry n same goes for me :) but i know that where ever u go,i'll always be happy & sad on 14 September coz i celebrate ma birthday wif you:)) haha i don't know wad to write now.
i just wanna say sorry for all those time tt i gave u troubles n makin ur angry. i know im not a good sister bt sometime u also basket* me. :@ haha bt its mostly my fault. :D
i love u DD!!! :)))))
MY TEARS....AHHHHHHHHHH!
OK NOW ABT MY buffdae gift tt i received from my frenz. :)
khagen: SOFT toyDOG <3
Mad & guan rong: HAPPY PUNCH^^
ISNIN & Syuk: CHAIN(idk how to say..O.o??)
amal: BASEBALL CAP :)
ANAziL:CUTE MIRROR
RONALD: DoMo(: ty,sorry i never say face 2 face'
gotta sleep now soo byeee:)))
safe* ;P
i'm writing this to say thanks youuuu to all my frenz n schoolmates :)
thank yew for all the wishes and presents ^^ haha hmmm.....ohh ya! not to forget my FACEBOOK friends too. thanks for the wishes...(:
ok i really want to write something for my sister on 14/09/2010 (if she ever visits ma blog)haha
ok...here i goo ^^ XP
:D haha DD,(sister in nepali)
happy birthday!!!!:))) haha sorry i never wish you at 12am sharp coz i was happily sleepin haha(u know) :X thank you for being there for me when ever i'm in trouoble or when i need some1 to talk to :)
when were i think abt our further...i know that ur gonna go our way when u marry n same goes for me :) but i know that where ever u go,i'll always be happy & sad on 14 September coz i celebrate ma birthday wif you:)) haha i don't know wad to write now.
i just wanna say sorry for all those time tt i gave u troubles n makin ur angry. i know im not a good sister bt sometime u also basket* me. :@ haha bt its mostly my fault. :D
i love u DD!!! :)))))
MY TEARS....AHHHHHHHHHH!
OK NOW ABT MY buffdae gift tt i received from my frenz. :)
khagen: SOFT toyDOG <3
Mad & guan rong: HAPPY PUNCH^^
ISNIN & Syuk: CHAIN(idk how to say..O.o??)
amal: BASEBALL CAP :)
ANAziL:CUTE MIRROR
RONALD: DoMo(: ty,sorry i never say face 2 face'
gotta sleep now soo byeee:)))
safe* ;P